Deep into the Darkness

alone in darkness of my restless mind,
deep in despair,
falling ever faster into
the vastness of depression.
desperate for a touch of warmth..
a touch of love.
into the deep i fall
ever faster ever deeper. looking up to see the light
that once surrounded me.
once but not now,
perhaps never again.
Abandoned in solitude,
looking for the accompaniment
i once took solace in.
this isolation has left me cold
and in fear.
will the romance, the fire,
return to this cold heart of stone
i now possess?
or will the frozen soul
i now possess
be the only companion
that i am condemned to endure....