Giving Over Control part deux

Kneeling before him, Remy holds his warmed towel out as he steps out of the now cooled bath. Wrapping the towel around his waist so it won’t fall, Zander steps past her pulling her chain to follow him.. He motions to her to get back onto the bed, which she does and lay flat on her back her arms stretched back over her head, waiting obediently for her cuffs to be replaced. Zander reaches up clamping them down on her wrist as he looks her in the eye, not breaking eye contact, as he lets his hand trail down her arm.

Her legs together as she writhes on the bed wanting to feel more of his touch but knowing that that will not happen not now. Zander wants her to be completely aching to feel him before he gives in to what she needs.

Walking out of the room he sends in two of the other slaves who with out question take their place at Remy’s sides. Sitting in his chair, he watches as they slowly bath her.. Running their soapy sponges down her naked body.. Over her tight breasts, over her stomach, down between her legs. Her eyes locked on his and his on hers watching as the pleasure washes over her face. Rinsing her, and then slowly taking their time massaging the lotions into her skin to keep it soft to Zander’s touch.. Taking their time massaging it into each breast, kneading each one to sustain its suppleness... Slowly rolling both her nipples between their fingers at the same time.. Slowly moving lower massaging the lotions into her stomach and down to her hips.. As one continues, the other starts at her feet massaging the lotion and oils into her feet making the skin satin smooth, before attaching the black leather cuffs to her ankles restraining her legs spread eagle on the bed.. Working their way back up her legs, the little blonde, who has been in Zander’s household for many years now an know exactly what he likes, takes her time, as the brunette who has always been there to pamper his lovers, comes down massaging the oils into the lips of Remy‘s already slick pussy.. Slowly with gentle hands they meet at her pussy, each taking a side and massaging methodically the oils to make her skin as soft as possible, wanting to please him in their work. As is their instruction they take turns sliding their fingers into my pussy making her writhe under their touch.



Remy does as she’s always been instructed , not letting herself cum, as they taunt and tease her. Taking turns licking at her pussy, circling her swelling clit with their tongues. Feeling her body wanting to explode, her back arching as they continue to torment her, they take turns one sucking her nipples making them hard and ready for their clips and sucking and tonguing her clit..



As Zander watches them do their work, watching as her body flushes with the building orgasm. Hearing the desperation in her moaning, watching her breath get more rapid and ragged, watching as her body grinds into their tongues.. His cock hard with his own desire, he dismisses her tormentors and take their place, kneeling between her spread legs. Taking a pillow from the top of the bed he slides it beneath her hips lining them up so he can get a better view of his cock sliding deep inside of her. With one long, hard thrust he slide his cock deep inside her.. Remy aches to move, wanting to try and get away before her body betrays her but unable to because of the restraints. His hands sliding up her body, kneading her breasts, pinching her nipples as he thrusts his hard cock in and out.



Slipping his cock out, Zander rubs it up and down the lips of her pussy, being sure he hits her aching clit with each slide. Each time his cock touches her clit, Remy’s back arches against the restraints, uncontrolled unable to be stopped..

Grabbing her hips he thrusts his cock hard back inside of her, sliding it as deep as he possibly can, forcing her to moan against her will. Harder and faster he thrusts in and out of her, wanting to push her limits. Before he explodes, though he pulls out, sliding down he slowly begins to slide his tongue along her lips. Flicking it over her clit as he slides two fingers in and out of her pulsing pussy.. Slowly circling his tongue around her clit he feels her body tense up as she begins to moan. Remy finding her orgasm built up inside, but not letting it go until she told she is allowed. Knowing how desperate she is, he slaps her ass hard giving her the sign that she is finally able to cum. Quickening his pace, he circles her clit with his tongue and slides his fingers hard and fast in and out of her as her body tenses up and she cums hard, yelling out in ecstasy. He continue to lick and suck on her clit extending her orgasm as long as he can..



As her body goes limp from exhaustion, Zander slides up next to her head, unlocking the cuffs around her wrists having already unlocked her ankles.. As he lays down on his back, Remy slides down and slips his still hard cock between her lips. She sucks hard on the head, as she slides her tongue around it.. Then sliding her lips slowly down his shaft, she takes his whole cock deep into her mouth, sucking hard as she rolls her tongue around it.

Slowly sliding her fingers up and down his thighs and across his pelvis, barely touching his cock as she goes by.. Feeling how his body start to tighten, she slides up and slips him deep inside of her still wanting to feel him cum deep inside of her.. She grinds hard into him as he kneads her breasts, pinching each nipple as he thrusts up into her. Remy’s pussy still pulsing from her last orgasm, tightens around his cock, being able to feel his cock throb inside her makes her tense up as she grinds harder into him. Slapping her hard wanting her to cum again, she grinds hard into him as he runs his finger over her clit forcing her over the edge.. Her pussy clamps down around his cock forcing him to lose control and explode before he wanted to, filling her to overflowing. Zander slaps her ass hard again and again as she cums again moaning uncontrollably overcome by intense pleasure. Pulling on her leash to pull her over him, she obeys, leaning over to kiss him softly on the lips before she slips down to the floor, kneeling beside the bed, waiting for her next command..

Giving Over Control

As she is awaken by the soft sound of the foot steps coming up the hall, as a cool breeze blows over her naked body, Remy sighs at the memory of what had happened just a few hours before… She tries to get up but quickly realizes she has forgotten that she is still cuffed to the bed.. She smiles as he walks thru the door, unable to help herself, she looks him directly in the eye. Those eyes that she sees in her dreams, such an unnatural brown they don’t seem real. Those eyes that she gets lost in, so easily it scares her. Not making a sound, she just watches him, not knowing what will happen next.

Remy, not usually the one to give up control, cant decide if giving up all control is something she likes. The memory of recent events, makes her body blush and blood begin to boil, maybe being completely submissive will be the new venture she will have to explore.

Zander approaches the bed and pull the key from his pocket and explains how she is not to make a sound but draw the hot bath that he so desires and that if she is good perhaps she will get a treat. Remy nods in agreement as he slides the cool metal up along her bare arm sending shivers thru her whole body, and unlocks the cuffs..

She walks to the bath and do as instructed running a warm bath, the water hot but not hot enough to burn but warm enough to relax.. As Zander enters the bathroom fit for a king, Remy softly begins to slide her fingers up under his shirt pulling it up and over his head. Her bright red nails sliding over his bare, bronzed skin.. Taking her chances, knowingly breaking the rules, she leans up, knowing how he likes it, she slides her moist lips slowly over his neck making a small wet line, then blowing ever so softly chilling his skin for just a second, sending chills surging down his hard body..

Unable to help himself, Zander closes his eyes for the slightest moment enjoying the sensation, before realizing quickly the rules have been broken. Grabing both wrists with one hand, he spins Remy around and smack her bare, round, milky white ass. The silence is broken by the crack of his hand landing on her ass one hard swift slap reminding her of who is the master.. Releasing her wrists, he shakes a single finger at her with a resounding “no“, continuing her duty, she slips her fingers beneath the waist of his pants, slowly pulls them down..

Stepping into the tub, Remy begins her task of slowly bathing him, running the warm water over every inch of his body, followed by the soapy cloth, slowly making sure every inch is properly cleaned as instructed.. Spilling a cup of water over his head, she lathers up the shampoo and slowly begin to wash his long, raven hair, massaging his scalp as she goes. She runs her fingers thru his silken hair as she rinses it making sure all the soap is out. Getting up to get her towel he grabs the silver chain that is attached around her neck and pull her over to where he still lounges in the warm soapy water. , “get into the tub” he commands in a stern voice..

Remy stops short and do as she is commanded to do, wanting to please him. As she steps into the tub he pulls down on her leash, pulling her closer to him. Sliding his hands up her thighs, Zander slides one hand across from one hip to the other, enjoying the feel of her soft bare skin. Slowly she slips one finger between the lips of her hot mound, teasing her.. Her body tightens to his touch, a small gasp escapes her lips as he then slides two fingers in n out of her pussy while he rubs her clit with his thumb. Faster and deeper he slides his fingers in and out. Faster and with more pressure he rubs her swollen clit. As her knees begin to buckle, and she begins to moan, an evil grin spreads across his face as he knows that she is close.. He pulls her towards him guiding her knees to his shoulders holding her hips he begins to lick at her clit.. The new sensation making her body quiver, knowing that she will not cum until given permission, he continues to taunt her.. Remy holds on to the wall beside her so that she does not fall, as his warm breath, and his lips wrapped around her clit sucking ever so slightly making her pant, wanting to cum but not being allowed to.



Wanting to feel her wrapped around him, Zander pulls on the leash, giving her the sign that he want her to straddle him. The feel of his already hard cock her legs, Remy adjusts slightly to allow him to slide into her, moaning with quiet delight, to finally being penetrated. Running his hand up the back of her neck he wraps his hand in her hair, and pull her lips to his Their lips pressed together, she snakes her tongue between his lips and curls it around his. Their tongues intertwined sliding over the other. Releasing her hair he slides his hand down and takes her wrists and pull them behind her back.

Holding both of her hands behind her back Zander begins to thrust into her, long slow thrusts into her tight already wet pussy. He slowly picks the speed up, thrusting harder and faster into her, pulling down on her wrists so that her back arches, making him slide deeper into her. Slipping her nipple into his mouth, gently biting her nipple, he gives her the signal. Not needing to be told twice, Remy slowly into him meeting each of his thrusts, making each thrust deeper. Unable to help herself, Remy begins to moan as her body begins to tense.. Her orgasm so close, but unable to be released.



Feeling her body tighten up around his cock, Zander begins to thrust harder and faster feeling his own orgasm building. Making her moan all the more as each thrust slides his cock against her clit.. Sending waves of pleasure over her body.. Feeling as if he was about to explode he releases her wrists, slapping her ass hard and grabbing her hips giving her the permission to cum. Remy wraps her arms around his neck as he, holding onto her hips, slides her pussy up and down he throbbing cock. Harder and faster until unable to help it their orgasms flood thru them hard. Her hand sliding up the back of his neck as thier lips pressed together. Their kiss sucking the remaining energies out of them.

A long drive home

The little green numbers of the clock stare back at Lucas in the dark, his constant reminder that he were crazy to think that he could drive thru the night. This time the numbers show 1:23 am.

He looks over at Remy, having fallen asleep about an hour ago, and smile remembering it is all worth it. He flips on the radio as some random song plays, he remembers the events of the last 24 hours.

After the wild Night in Georgia, a few years ago, he and Remy had been on again off again. Both of them see other people in between and often while they were seeing each other, unable to control the intense feelings they couldn’t deny they loved having for each other.

They had agreed that they would meet for the weekend because they could do it without making any more excuses.. It had been months since they saw each other last and although they were seeing other people there was just something that the others in their lives couldn’t fulfill.

The day started meeting and heading out to the hotel they agreed on. Finally able to do what they had longed to do for so long. As Lucas thinks about how their bodies were entwined in each other, wrapped up in the sheets. Their lips locked and their tongues rarely parting…

Remy begins to stir and he looks over at her looking back at him, smiling. He realizes that her skirt is deliberately pulled up letting him peak at her shaved pussy.. Being ever the tease, she slides her hand down and slides her finger in deep as she begins to rub her clit with the other hand. She loves teasing him especially when he cant do anything about it.

Remy sits up and rests her head on his shoulder, and runs her hand across his leg. Lucas lets his eyes close half way and lets out a heated moan as she slides her hand slowly up from his knee up to his thigh, gently nudging the lump in his pants and she notices just how hard he is. Thinking about everything that had happened and now watching and feeling her, He gets rock hard, wanting it all to happen again, not wanting to have it end.

Remy, always ready and waiting and always willing to take advantage of the situation, she slides her hand over his cock feeling it jump ever so slightly.. She slides her hand up to the top of his pants, slowly unbuttoning them and sliding her hand down into his shorts.

God How Lucas loved road head. She knew it too. He loved the unexpectedness of it.. Of possibly being caught. He especially loved the feel of her lips around his hard throbbing erection.



Remy keeps going, pulling out his cock and starts to slowly slide her hand up and down his shaft. Closing her fingers over the head, rolling it in the palm of her hand before she lets it slide back thru her fingers.

Unable to help herself, she slides down and licks the little bit of cum that has started to ooze out, she cant help but steal a look up at Lucas, with a smirk, his eyes at half mast, trying desperately to hold onto control of himself. Hearing him moan ever so softly, the only sign to urge her on.. She slides her lips around the head of his now aching cock, rolling her tongue around the underside of the head before sliding her lips down the shaft to the base. Sucking hard, making him moan out load uncontrollably.



She continues running her lips up and down his cock, till the car slows down as Lucas pulls off the highway. Remy sits up to realize that Lucas had pulled off into a very vacant rest area. Now 2 am, Lucas stops the car quickly and half buttons his pants as he pulls her out of the car.

They quickly head to the men’s room, and jump into the first stall they come to. Lucas fumbling with the buttons on his pants, lets them drop as she pulls off her shirt. Pushing her back against the door, Lucas slides trembling hands up her skirt, one hand staying planted on her ass as the other guides his throbbing cock deep into her hot wet pussy.

Uncontrolled, Hard and fast he thrusts deep into her. The lock gives on the old frame and the door opens, Remy catches herself on the frame before they both fall to the floor. She stands quickly up and turn around wrapping her arms around his neck locking her lips with his as their tongues entwine.

Pushing back to the wall she pulls her legs up around his legs as lucas’ hands grab her ass. He slide her up and down his cock harder and faster unable to control himself as his orgasm builds steam. Remy rocks her hips against his thrusts wanting to feel him cum, needing to cum hard. their tongues slides around each other like snakes in heat as his cock pounds in and out of her.

Their orgasms build to the point they cant stop, just as the door to the men’s room open, their kiss breaks and they cum hard moaning loudly with the release of pent up frustration, Just as an old trucker walks in. The poor guy stops short with a grunt when he sees what is going on. Turning to the urinal he takes care of his business.

Running her fingers thru his hair as they kiss softly, their lips barely touching. Lucas grudgingly lets her legs slide down, grabbing her as before he buttons his pants. They walk out of the bathroom without saying a word, get back into the car before busting up laughing. They kiss once again before he starts the car and head for home.

Hot in the Deep South

“FUCK!” Remy exclaims as she looks at the clock. She knows she’s late, she wanted to be at the club when it opened. She hated getting there late. She liked getting there and getting her corner staked out, the corner opposite the door so that she could watch all the people come in. Looking for just the right person. Tonight, she was not going to take no for an answer. She loved the game. Seduction, playing innocent, but wanting to release the wild animal inside her.

Looking in the mirror she gives up, not being able to do anything with her hair she lets it fall. She wishes she would have dyed it. Looking at the thermostat outside, a beautiful 98 degrees. “Lovely another steamer” she mumbles. She grabs the only thing she sees appropriate for the temp, a little sun dress. She heads out, dropping her key safely between her voluptuous breast, before descending the stairs to the club below.

In the heat of a deep south evening, Lucas heads out to the little club down the road

being mid week it is relatively empty except for the die hard regulars. He ordered up a cold bottle of beer, and turn to listen to the music coming from the small band. He hated these little shit holes, but he had to get out. His body aches, he misses being with his ex. He needs a hard fuck but refuses to hire someone, he wont lower himself to that, anything but that. Taking a slow swig of his beer he looks around, mostly a bunch of old worn out men, drinking their sorrows away, much like himself. Second guessing his decision to come here, he looks up again and notices a woman, swaying alone on the dance floor.

“Where the hell did you come from?” he says out loud,

“excuse me?” says the tired bartender. “I’m sorry, I was talking to myself.” Lucas mumbles not meaning to have said it out loud.

A regular looking woman yet, Lucas is unable to stop watching her. Wearing a light sun dress, that has become stuck to her curvaceous body due to the high moisture in the air.

Her large, firm breasts pressing firmly against the dress.. Her hair falling to just above her shoulders. Her body covered in a light film of moisture a mixture of sweat and humidity from the damp air. She sways to the music, cooling herself with the bottle in her hand.

She happens to look up her piercing brown eyes seeming to look deep into his soul.

something draws him to this woman, but he cant put his finger on it.

Remy looks up to see the guy, tall, with shaggy black hair, light brown eyes, watching her. Though he is trying not to stare, she catches him doing just that. She figures this is her opportunity to have some fun. Her victim for the night. As she dances she watches Lucas watching her, taunting him as she slides the cool bottle down between her breasts. She smiles as she watches his jaw drop slightly knowing she’s driving him crazy by the desire written all over his face. Remy motions for him to join her, calling him with her finger and her eyes. He gets up not being able to convince himself not to and walk over to her. As much as he hates to dance, he pulls her close in one swift pull. Their bodies join in the same rhythm swaying slowly to the slow jazz playing.

Looking down at Remy, Lucas realizes how small the dress she is wearing is, as he can see the majority of her full breasts now pressed against his chest. Looking into her eyes he can feel an attraction that he can’t explain but somehow he thinks she can feel it too..

Remy, feeling pulled to this guy, slowly moves to kiss his beautiful full lips, however unexpectedly, sensing the same feeling, he runs his hand up under her hair and pulls her closer to him and her head back to kiss her. Their lips touch, and the world seems to stop. Their movement stops as the intensity of their kiss increases, their lips pressed together tightly as their tongues feverishly fondle each other..

The sound of the music spiking brings them both back to reality, both heated and not just from the temperature in the small club. Not wanting to move away from each other, they begin to sway back and forth again to the music. Straddling her leg, Lucas dips Remy back pressing their bodies closer together. Straightening up, Remy begins to grind against Lucas’ leg to rhythm to the music. With their bodies pressed together, they kiss again the desire to take things to the next level increasing with each breath.

With as close as their bodies are and with her leg between his, Remy is able to feel his cock getting hard. Wanting to feel it deep inside of her, she breaks their kiss, breaking the tension between them. Grabbing his hand Remy walks to the stairs that are hidden in the back of the club.

They go up to a long hallway leading to the small apartment that she rents. Pulling her key out from between her breasts, Lucas presses up behind her, with his arm around her he kisses the back of her neck. Each kiss like little fire droplets on my her skin, biting her lip she fumbles with the key, distracted by the feel of his hard cock against her. The feel of Lucas’ hands as he slides them up to fondle her large firm breasts.. The feel of his lips as he kisses repeatedly along her neckline. Remy is finally able to get the key in the lock and open the door.

Closing it quickly behind her, Lucas can not help himself any more and pushes her back against the door. Kissing her deeply, his hands slide up under her dress, his fingers spreading liquid fire over her skin, sliding up he rips her dress off, letting her breasts bounce free. His lips make a little trail from her neck line down to her supple nipples. Lightly sucking on each nipple, his tongue teasing it to full hardness, taking his time on each one. Not knowing what has come over him, Lucas finds himself completely succumbing to the sexual desire that has been pent up for what seems like weeks.



Throwing all reason and caution out the window, he continue his hungry trail of kisses down over her stomach, dropping down to his knees, continuing his little teasing kisses. He pulls her soft, bronzed, long leg up and let it rest over his shoulder, pulling her thong aside, he begins to kiss and tease her already wet pussy. Kissing the lips of her pussy Lucas slowly slides one finger than a next deep into her. Spreading her lips to expose her already hardened clit, he slides his tongue over it making her shutter.

Enjoying her reaction, he continues to lightly suck on her clit, teasing it in small circles with his tongue, all the while continuing to slide two fingers in and out of her tight wet pussy. Sucking harder on her clit Lucas brings her to a shuttering orgasm, moaning and pushing back against the door to try and stable herself.

Remy cant believe that she has lost total control of the situation. Never has she had someone make her cum this fast. It must have been the beer, but she only had one. Maybe its this horrible heat, it always makes her weaker. Looking down on this guy who she doesn’t even know his name, not that she cared, she wonders who he is. How could he have so much pull over her. His eyes seem to bore into her when he looks at her, as he is now. He seems to be just as confused by the craziness, she definitely doesn’t care as long as it doesn’t stop.

Lucas gets up, scooping this woman up in his arms, kissing her deeply again. He carries her over to what he assumes is her bed where he lies her down sliding her thong off. He begins to undress, pulling his shirt slowly off, his attempt at being sly, unbuttoning his pants and letting them fall, revealing his hard throbbing cock. Remy grabs his cock sliding her hand slowly down the shaft. She slides her body to the edge of the bed to be able to get into a better position to taste his cock.

Sliding it slowly between her lips, Lucas moans with excitement, as she begins teasing his cock head with her tongue, she slides his cock deep into her throat. “this is by far the best sex I’ve had in a long time” Lucas thinks to himself. Remy, loving to be in control, begins to slowly slide his throbbing cock in and out between her lips. She loves feeling her prey tighten and relax, trying to reign in their self control, but this time is different. This time she wants him to enjoy it, she’s not just trying to get him hard for her own enjoyment.

Lucas pulls away as not to cum before he is ready, trying to take back control. He pushes Remy down onto her back, harder than he meant to, but the look in her eyes tells him she doesn’t care. Slowly kissing down over her body to let his own body relax, he begins to fondle and tease her nipples again with his tongue. Once he is back in somewhat control, he slides up, thrusting his cock hard and deep into her tight pussy, making them both moan with relief of finally feeling what they needed so desperately. Slowly he slides his cock out to the tip then slowly back in. Getting faster and harder Lucas continues to slide his cock in and out of her wet pussy. Remy’s hips picking up Lucas’ rhythm, making each of his thrusts more intense, more insane. Lucas slows up and drops down on top of her, sliding an arm beneath her, he rolls them both over, wanting to feel this wild woman on top of him. Looking into his eyes, Remy sits up, Lucas’s throbbing cock still deep inside of her. She begins to grind against him, pushing his cock deeper and deeper into her with each thrust. She lean forward over him, her breasts just shy of his lips.

His hands make their way to her tight ass giving it a hard slap, then sliding her up and down his cock, pushing and pulling her faster and faster. Her tits bouncing in his face, he can help but catch one in his mouth sucking her nipple, till its rock hard against his tongue. As her body begins to shutter, she sits up and grinds hard onto his throbbing cock, wanting to make him cum as hard as she knows she will. Her pussy tightens around Lucas’ cock as another orgasm rocks through her body. With his own orgasm about to take control of his body Lucas gives one last hard thrust before spilling his cum deep into her still pulsating pussy.

Remy collapses on top of him having every ounce of energy pulled from her body. She slides off to his side, and lays her head on his chest, running her nails up and down his body..

Remy looks up at Lucas looking down at her.

“My name is Remy by the way“ she says shyly.

“Lucas” He laughs, “Why so shy now? I can see you being very shy after all that..” Laughing her girlish giggle, she shrugs as they look deep into each others eyes they kiss again, deeply, passionately, lips locked together, tongues teasing the other.

After falling asleep for what seemed like hours Remy awakes in the same position she fell asleep in. Looking down at her Lucas places a soft kiss on the top of her head. Feeling her desire begin to build she find herself with more energy than she had had before. Sliding her nails down over his body, she find his cock already on the rise, ready for round two..

　

Open ears and closed doors

In the silence I hear the most,

Feeling the cold rains of mid November burn my soul.

The lucidity of this life becomes so clear,

Opening the door on my past.

Wanting to feel again,

The warmth of the love I once knew.

To hear voices of my past surrounding me.

Rendering me helpless,

Asking me for help

To feel the void of my now desolate life

Wanting to silently escape.

Let me go to sleep in my Silent Lucidity...

Bleeding Heart

Come to my door,

My heart aches for the love I need.

Death seems to be the only alternative.

My heart bleeds,

My body aches to feel your touch.

'I want to be with you night and day'

Love me for all I am.

November Rain

In the cold rain of November

I held the lite of my heart in my hands

I held it for you and only you.

The rain washed away the pain I held for you

And the warm winds of change blew threw my door.

I walked through the cold rain as time stood still.

Till he came and mended my broken heart.

The rain in my heart dried and it began to beat again.

Now he holds my heart in his hands.

Bound to him with all my love I will forever be.

The November rain cant hurt me no more.

Seduced from afar

From afar I watch you,

Loving you with all my heart

Not able to speak to you,

You not knowing,

Wanting to touch you,

Wanting to feel you

Longing to taste your kiss,

You've seduced me from afar

eyes unfocused

How small is our world
when from far and wide
we meet those so close to us.
how painful is life
when love surrounds us
yet is beyond our reach.
The heart is a melodic character
beating in time with the world
yet time and time again
it skips a beat
throwing the world to the wind.
a glimmer of beauty
in a speck of time
can stop my heart in an instant..

the instant my eyes had focused
on beauty such as yours
melted my frozen heart.
through the confusion
my lust increased
and set my mind into a whirlwind.
i did not know right from wrong
until i heard the song
of the love of my life
only sitting to my right.
leave me oh siren of the seas
let me live in my unrest
let my lust subside
before i can no longer live tied down.

Untitled

From nite till day
all week long,
I think of you
and want my way.
waiting impatiently
to caress your
ridgid body..
hoping how you will react.
wanting to feel your
Heated touch across my
feverish skin..
day dreams leading to
thoughts unleashed..
feelings so strong yet
untamed..
only your touch will reign in my desire

From this Moment

from this moment till then,
my mind will wonder,
wishing to feel just one minute touch.
my lips ache to feel
the softness of yours.
the sweetness of your kiss,
leads to thoughts unsettling..
my body longs to feel the
fire from your fingers.
my own fingers
burn with the desire,
to feel your skin.
your face,
your heart,
the core of your soul...
my life feels incomplete
without the ability
show you how my desire burns

Deep into the Darkness

alone in darkness of my restless mind,
deep in despair,
falling ever faster into
the vastness of depression.
desperate for a touch of warmth..
a touch of love.
into the deep i fall
ever faster ever deeper. looking up to see the light
that once surrounded me.
once but not now,
perhaps never again.
Abandoned in solitude,
looking for the accompaniment
i once took solace in.
this isolation has left me cold
and in fear.
will the romance, the fire,
return to this cold heart of stone
i now possess?
or will the frozen soul
i now possess
be the only companion
that i am condemned to endure....

loves desire lost

love fleeting in a moment of time
love of the small things.
wanting to caress your soft skin under my fingertips,
wanting to taste your sweet lips on mine..
the desire to feel your strong naked body next to mine
has corrupted every thought of my living soul.
wanting to know if u are wanting the same?
my life hath changed in just an instant,
and with all my strength i can not return it to the way it was.
the enchantment that you hold over me is only increased
even as i sleep.
I fear the time that i am in close proximity
to the body i want to caress..
will i be able to hold myself together?
will you taunt me to no end..
only time will seek to give me the answers i so desperately need..

an unbroken heart

i used to think my heart was full, i used to think i was complete,
i used to think i couldn't be any happier.
the you came into my life,
from the moment i looked into your eyes,
and held you in my arms,
I felt as if my heart would explode,
the joy that you over filled me with,
streamed down my cheek,
in little rivers of pride.
then for the second time my heart was busted wide open.
not able to hold the love i feel..
twice in as many years my heart was raked with the pain of not being able to contain itself.
i look back now and know that my life was never complete until now.
never had i known i could love so much with out anything in return..
and here i sit again w streams of loving pride falling down my cheeks,
loving you both w every ounce of my being

Grey Flames

the skies are grey in the world today,
but black are the clouds in my soul.
the fire that once burned bright
now is just left as smoldering embers.
gloomy are the thoughts in this dark pit of self pity.
how beautiful are the darkened bottles that lie around me,
but how sad that no life lies within them.
how much my life feels like these poor sad friends who lie here.
come add the log to the fire and make me burn again.
give me the warmth i had till the mists of pessimism snuff it out.
quickly before the icy catacomb takes hold of my heart,
before no fire will reignite this empty saddened soul,
and the life that once burned for all to enjoy is extinguished for good

Broken and Bleeding

my heart bleeds the life i once knew.
my soul has froze over never to be warmed again.
shattered are the dreams that once i had
my empty eyes stare into the nothingness of each day that passes
and spill tears filled with the remains of my happiness
broken is my spirit that once thrived on adventure
someone please attempt to rescue me
put the fire back in my eyes
quickly before the remains of my life are snuffed for good

You

alone i sit with my thoughts
in the silence, darkness all around
im reminded of the emptiness i feel,
from the coldness from where your touch once was.
the memory of your kiss,
haunts me still
wanting to feel it once again..
will my life move on from this tired circle its running.
will your memory stop haunting me?
teased with the promise
the nectar which i crave,
ill run my chained path from now till its over..

for you

for you i wait with baited breath
for the moment i will see you again
to feel your touch
to feel your kiss.
for you I waitin my secret world
for when we can be as one
to feel you next as we sleep
to wake up an kiss you as you sleep.